If Only We by Jessica SankiewiczThey say all it takes is one wrong move and you lose the game. One false step and you’re trapped. One slip-up in your choice of words and you ruin a friendship forever. That is what they say. They say I lost.
I do not believe them.
At the end of the summer after graduation, Adrienne wonders what happened to cause her life to be in ruins. She isn’t getting along with her mom, her stepsister isn’t talking to her, and, to top it off, the boy she’s been in love with doesn’t want anything to do with her. She believes the turning point was a choice she made at graduation. When she wakes up the next day, she has been transported back three months to that moment, the one where everything started to fall apart.
Adrienne realizes she has been given a second chance—and this time she doesn’t want to mess anything up. Reliving the entire summer, though, turns out to be a lot harder than she thought. As the same days and weeks go by, she starts to see how simple decisions can make a huge impact on the world around her. Despite knowing some of what lies ahead, there are some things she didn’t anticipate. She thought she knew what mistake led her to where she ended up the first time. She was wrong.
And by the time summer is over, she discovers what was really at stake.
About Jessica Sankiewicz
Jessica is the 28-year-old author of IF ONLY WE, a YA contemporary. You can often find her either reading or marathon watching TV on DVD, her favorites being Castle and Veronica Mars. She frequently mismatches her clothes and giggles uncontrollably. She knows almost every Billy Joel song by heart. She collects books and toys, and she has an intense love of cats and lemurs. Currently in the midst of her quarter-life-crisis, she is still takin' names and getting very close to reaching an epiphany.
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“If Only We is a coming of age story that teaches what is truly important in life may not be what we originally thought!” ~ Dianne from Tome Tender Book Blog
“I didn’t want to leave the world of this book by the time it ended!” ~ Stephanie Parent, author of Precious Things
“A sweet and uplifting story about second chances and love in many of its forms, If Only We is a great contemporary story that I think will appeal to people of all ages.” ~ Marie Landry from Ramblings of a Daydreamer and author of Waiting for the Storm
“A wonderful Debut novel! Full of well developed characters and a very thought out storyline. It is a real page turner, once you start reading it is hard to put down.” ~ Angie from Eastern Sunset Reads
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ExcerptI'm about to give up hope.
Upon opening my eyes Saturday, I have zero motivation to do anything. I can’t work on my
project. I can’t go to the store for material until tomorrow. I lay on my bed browsing through
fashion magazines. At least I can work on ideas.
It’s mid afternoon when the doorbell rings. Since no one else is home, I have to get up to
answer it. Why does this have to happen when I’m comfortable? I trudge down the stairs to the
I'm not prepared to find Chevy standing on the other side.
After a week of wondering where he was, here he stands in front of me.
I must have been staring for a while because he raises his eyebrows and says, “Adrienne, are
you going to let me in?”
I blink a few times, shaking myself out of the shock. “Of course,” I say, holding the door
open so he can step in. “I’m just surprised to see you here.”
“I could imagine,” he says. “Could we go somewhere and talk?”
This takes me aback, but I nod. “Sure,” I say as I lead him upstairs to my room. On the way
up, I wonder what it is that he wants to say. His presence after being away is creating a new kind
of nervousness inside of me. I pick up the mess of magazines strewn out to make room for us to
sit on my bed.
Once he sits, I ask, “What is it that you want to talk about?”
He is quiet for a moment. “I guess, first of all, I’m sorry I didn’t call you back. If I could
have called, I would have. I’ve been grounded.”
“Grounded? What happened?”
He lets out a sigh. “To put it plainly, I was irresponsible. I spent an extra day in New York
and, instead of calling my parents to let them know, I just showed up a day later. I didn’t think
anything of it. I mean, it was only one day, right? When I got home, I was reamed out. My mom
was worried and my dad was pissed because he needed me to work. ” He holds out his hand and
touches his index finger. “They took away my phone.” Then he touches his middle finger. “They
took away my car.” Then he touches his ring finger. “And I wasn’t allowed to leave the house
unless it was for work.”
“That’s no good.”
“I know. They lifted the grounding this morning. I have my phone back, and obviously, I can
go places again. But I don’t have my car since my dad has the keys and he’s not home.”
Doesn’t have his car? Then that means... “Wait…did you walk here?”
He could have just called. He could have even sent a text. “You didn’t have to come all the
way over here to tell me this.”